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Gaul, 220 AD. |
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so very, very tired. |
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I marveled at the oddness of this stranger’s voice.
It was deep and masculine; but at the same time had an almost
feminine quality to it. It
was as if two separate people were speaking the same words in perfect
harmony, in complimentary octaves.
Yet it was only he who spoke and I found myself drawn to his
melodic words. I could have
easily fallen under a hypnotic trance if it weren’t for the deep
sadness that permeated his being. His
shoulders were slumped forward and his face did little to hide the
burden that clearly rested on his soul. |
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“If I had not blinded myself with the vision of what she once was, I
could have stopped her rampage before all of this.” |
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His hand gestured towards the ruins of a small village.
All that remained were the burning embers of the town bell tower,
the local market, and even my family’s home.
All nothing more than a recent memory.
My heart pounded heavily in my chest as the pain of this moment
struck me again. My whole world had gone up in flames and I too would have
perished if it weren’t for this stranger who sat before me. As I looked at him closely, I found his appearance to be
strangely unsettling. He
was incredibly tall, with arms and legs that were longer and thinner
than I’d ever seen. His
head was slightly misshapen, and his skin had a grayish hue that I could
not dismiss. I remember hearing about distant barbarians who possessed
strange eyes that matched the color of the sea and long, flowing hair as
golden as the sun. This man
was far stranger. Even the
occasional dark-skinned travelers from the south could not compare.
I began to doubt if he was even a man. |
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He sighed and slumped forward a little further.
I could tell that along with a sense of burden and grief, this
stranger was also exhausted. It
was like he carried the whole of the world about his neck and would not
be able to continue without his spirit breaking under its immense
weight. |
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“So what is this vile creature that destroyed everything that I hold
dear?” I asked not only
to satisfy my own curiosity but in a hope that I could some how ease
this stranger’s burden. |
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“She was not always the evil destroyer you have seen her to be.” His
face seemed to lighten as he spoke.
“In fact, I was once proud to call her my friend.
But that was long ago in a time that now seems faded and
dream-like in my memory.” |
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“So what happened to her?” |
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“The story of her transformation begins in a time long before your
oldest ancestors walked through these woods,” He sat back against the
gnarled wood of a fallen tree and gazed into the licking flames of our
campfire. “A time when I
was proud to call her a friend.” |
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With my interest piqued, I settled into a more comfortable position and
listened as he began his tale. It
wasn’t long before I’d managed to forget my horrible sadness, if
only for a while, and was swept back to a time long past. |
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Before all the horror, before all the misery, we were the founders of a
glorious civilization that lay in a valley far from this place.
The native inhabitants warmly welcomed us even though we were
strangers to their land. They
considered us to be their First Archons (people of high religious and
political standing) even though they were at first wary of my strange
appearance. Lylanth (as I knew her then) would spend many evenings
wandering around the jeweled towers and gardens talking with me. She was
a delightfully spirited person who had a good mind for philosophy and
often challenged my thoughts and beliefs about the nature of the
universe. She was one of
the few people who didn’t treat me differently because of my
extraterrestrial origins. |
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Over time our society grew restless and began exploring the countryside.
I shared in this fundamental curiosity and often joined them on
their expeditions. It
wasn’t long before we found ourselves traversing the nearby mountains
the native’s ancestors once called “Abo-rah”, or Lands of Fear.
At first we found little more than baby goats playing blissfully
along the sheer rock cliffs; darting to and fro without fear of the
perilous plummet that would befall them if they were to slip.
It wasn’t until much later that we stumbled upon the caves. |
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At first we thought the caves were a natural oddity.
They sat alongside the shores of a river the villagers reverently
called Alph. The river was soon cut short as it flowed into the gaping maw
of the largest of these caves. All
we could hear was the deafening sound of the rapids as they relentlessly
raced along the subterranean passage.
As we approached the mouth of the cave, the temperature dropped
mysteriously. Like the
razor sharp teeth of a ravenous monster, long jagged icicles hung
menacingly from its ceiling. In
hindsight these were powerful and foreboding signs of danger but we
failed to notice them as such at the time. |
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We entered the cave along a narrow strip of land not totally submerged
in water. We soon saw the
river become a raging waterfall that plummeted downward, deep into the
bowels of the earth. Even
with my superior eyesight I could not see where this waterfall ended.
If there ever were such thing as a bottomless pit, I believe I
saw it this day. As I
continued to peer downward, trying in vein to discern where the
waterfall ended, the ground began to shake. |
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I do not believe it was what you call an earthquake.
There seemed to be a consciousness and purpose to it.
The ground shook at just the right moment and with just enough
ferocity that all the members of our expedition team fell into the
river. And dropped down the waterfall, deep into the bowels of the
earth. If I had been
human, I too would have suffered that same fate.
It was only with my preternatural abilities that I alone
survived. Just as the
ground began to tremble, I instinctively reached out and touched the
adjacent wall. As I did so,
my hand began to unite with the hard stone surface.
My whole arm took on the look and feel of the stone and it soon
appeared as if my arm were melting into the wall itself.
This linking secured me against falling but left me unable to
rescue my comrades. After
the tremors subsided, I cleared my mind and began to separate myself
from the wall. It was a grueling process and took me several minutes of hard
concentration to free myself completely.
It took the last of my remaining strength to stumble back to the
city and tell the others what had happened. |
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We anxiously searched for the lost explorers.
I held on to the desperate hope that somehow they had survived.
As the days turned into weeks that hope slowly turned to despair.
Even with our sophisticated tools and devices, we never
discovered what lay at the bottom of the waterfall, nor where the river
went from there. It was as
if the caverns themselves swallowed the river whole, and nothing was
left but oblivion.
We could do little more than mourn the loss of our fallen
brethren and give up the search. It
seemed impossible that anyone could survive such a perilous plunge into
that abyss. And yet,
unbeknownst to me at the time, Lylanth had somehow managed to survive.
Although it would be many, many years before I saw her again.
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